Bags beneath his eyes, beard greying, 
                        finger-jabbing with anger, Saddam was still the same fox-alert, 
                        cynical, defiant, abusive, proud. Yet history must record 
                        that America's new 'independent' government in Baghdad 
                        gave Saddam Hussein on Thursday an initial trial hearing 
                        that was worthy of the brutal old dictator. 
                      He was brought to court in chains and 
                        handcuffs. The judge insisted that his name should be 
                        kept secret. The names of the other judges were kept secret. 
                        The location of the court was kept secret. 
                      There was no defence counsel. For hours, 
                        the Iraqi judges managed to censor Saddam's evidence from 
                        the soundtrack of the videotaped proceedings - so that 
                        the world should not hear the wretched man's defence. 
                        
                      Even CNN was forced to admit that it had 
                        been given tapes of the hearing "under very controlled 
                        circumstances." This was the first example of 'new' 
                        Iraq's justice system at work - yet the tapes of the court 
                        appeared with the logo "Cleared by US Military." 
                        
                      So what did the Iraqis and their American 
                        mentors want to hide? The voice of the Beast of Baghdad 
                        as he turned-much to the young judge' s surprise-on the 
                        court itself, pointing out that the investigating lawyer 
                        had no right to speak "on behalf of the so-called 
                        Coalition"? 
                      Saddam's arrogant refusal to take human 
                        responsibility for the 1990 invasion of Kuwait? Or his 
                        dismissive, chilling response to the mass gassings of 
                        Halabja? "I have heard of Halabja," he said, 
                        as if he had read about it in a newspaper article. 
                      Later, he said just that: "I've heard 
                        about them (the killings) through the media." Perhaps 
                        the Americans and the Iraqis they have appointed to run 
                        the country were taken by surprise. 
                      Saddam, we were all told over the past 
                        few days, was "disorientated", "downcast", 
                        "confused", a "shadow of his former self" 
                        and other cliches. These were the very words used to describe 
                        him on the American networks from Baghdad on Thursday. 
                        
                      But the moment the mute videotape began 
                        to air, a silent movie in colour, the old combative Saddam 
                        was evidently still alive. He insisted that the Americans 
                        were promoting his trial, not the Iraqis. 
                      His face became flushed and he showed 
                        visible contempt for the judge. "This is all a theatre," 
                        he shouted. "The real criminal is Bush." The 
                        brown eyes moved steadily around the tiny courtroom, from 
                        the judge in his black, gold-trimmed robes to the overweight 
                        policeman with the giant paunch-we were never shown his 
                        face - with the acronym of the 'Iraqi Correctional Service' 
                        on his uniform. 
                      "I will sign nothing until I have 
                        spoken to a lawyer," Saddam announced - correctly, 
                        in the eyes of several Iraqi lawyers who watched his performance 
                        on television. Scornful he was, defeated he was not. And 
                        of course, watching that face, one had to ask oneself 
                        how much Saddam had reflected on the very real crimes 
                        with which he was charged: Halabja, Kuwait, the suppression 
                        of the Shia Muslims and Kurdish uprisings in 1991, the 
                        tortures and the mass killings. 
                      One looked into those big,tired, moist 
                        eyes and wondered if he understood pain and grief and 
                        sin in the way we mere mortals think we do. And then he 
                        talked and we needed to hear what he said and the question 
                        slid away; perhaps that is why he was censored. 
                      We were supposed to stare at his eyes, 
                        not listen to his words. Milosovic-like, he fought his 
                        corner. He demanded to be introduced to the judge. "I 
                        am an investigative judge," the young lawyer told 
                        him without giving his name. 
                      In fact, he was Ra'id Juhi, a 33-year-old, 
                        who had been a judge for 10 years under Saddam's own regime, 
                        a point he did concede to Saddam later in the hearing 
                        without telling the world what it was like to be a judge 
                        under the dictator. 
                      He was also the same judge who accused 
                        the Shia prelate, Moqtada Sadr, of murder last April, 
                        an event which led to a military battle between Sadr's 
                        militiamen and US troops in the holy cities of Najaf and 
                        Karbala. 
                      Mr Juhi, who most recently worked as a 
                        translator, was appointed - to no-one's surprise-by the 
                        former US proconsul in Iraq, Paul Bremer. Already, one 
                        suspected, Saddam had snuffed out what this court represented 
                        for him: the United States. 
                      "I am Saddam Hussein, the President 
                        of Iraq," he announced - which is exactly what he 
                        did when American Special Forces troops dragged him from 
                        his hole on the banks of the Tigris River seven months 
                        ago. 
                      "Would you identify yourself?" 
                        When Judge Juhi said he represented the coalition, Saddam 
                        admonished him. Iraqis should judge Iraqis but not on 
                        behalf of foreign powers, he snapped. 
                      "Remember you're a judge - don't 
                        talk for the occupiers." Then he turned lawyer himself. 
                        "Were these laws of which I am accused written under 
                        Saddam Hussein?" Juhi conceded that they were. "So 
                        what entitles you to use them against the president who 
                        signed them?" 
                      Here was the old arrogance that we were 
                        familiar with, the president, the 'rais' who believed 
                        that he was immune from his own laws, that he was above 
                        the law, outside the law. Those big black eyebrows that 
                        used to twitch whenever he was angry, began to move threateningly, 
                        until they were arching up and down like little drawbridges 
                        above his eyes. 
                      The invasion of Kuwait was not an invasion, 
                        he said. "It was not an occupation." Kuwait 
                        had tried to strangle Iraq economically, "to dishonour 
                        Iraqi women who would go into the street and would be 
                        exploited for ten dinars." 
                      Given the number of women dishonoured 
                        in Saddam's own torture chambers, these words carried 
                        their own unique and terrible isolation. He called the 
                        Kuwaitis "dogs", a description which the Iraqi 
                        authorities censored down to "animals" on the 
                        tape. "The president of Iraq and the head of the 
                        Iraqi armed forces went to Kuwait in an official manner," 
                        Saddam blustered. 
                      But then, watching that face with its 
                        expressive mouth and bright white crooked teeth, the eyes 
                        glimmering in the camera lights, a dreadful thought occurred. 
                        Could it be that this awful man - albeit given less chance 
                        to be heard than the Nazis at the first Nuremberg hearings 
                        - actually knew less than we thought? Could it be that 
                        his aparatchiks and satraps and grovelling generals, even 
                        his own sons, kept from this man the iniquities of his 
                        regime? Might it just be possible that the price of power 
                        was ignorance, the cost of guilt a mere suggestion here 
                        and there that the laws of Iraq - so immutable according 
                        to Saddam on Thursday - were not adhered to as fairly 
                        as they might have been? 
                      No, I think not. I remember how, a decade-and-a-half 
                        ago, Saddam asked a group of Kurds whether he should hang 
                        "the spy" Farzad Bazoft and how, once the crowd 
                        had obligingly told him to execute the young freelance 
                        reporter from the 'Observer', he straightaway ordered 
                        his hanging. 
                      No, I think Saddam knew. I think he regarded 
                        brutality as strength, cruelty as justice, pain as mere 
                        hardship, death as something to be endured by other people. 
                        And when he said that he was "the president of Iraq", 
                        that really said it all. 
                      Of course, there was that smart, curious 
                        black jacket, more a sports blazer than a piece of formal 
                        attire, the crisply-cleaned shirt, the cheap biro and 
                        the piece of folded, slightly torn yellow exercise paper 
                        which he withdrew from his inside jacket pocket when he 
                        wanted to take notes. "I respect the will of the 
                        people," he said at one stage. "This is not 
                        a court - it is an investigation." 
                      The key moment came at this point. Saddam 
                        said that the court was illegal because the Anglo-American 
                        war which brought it into being was also illegal - it 
                        had no backing from the UN Security Council. 
                      Then Saddam crouched slightly in his seat 
                        and said with controlled irony: "Am I not supposed 
                        to meet with lawyers? Just for 10 minutes? " And 
                        one had to have a heart of stone not to remember how many 
                        of his victims must have begged in just the same way, 
                        for just 10 more minutes.